I find myself in one of those introspective moods this week.  That comes with good reason.  First and foremost let me say that the last week has been filled with turmoil largely caused by myself.  The really depressing thing is that I try very hard some times to try to avoid causing major strife and pain for people and almost like clockwork, BOOM… mass chaos.

Last week Thursday I announced I was leaving my existing guild.  Its not an easy thing to do.  In my position, for better or worse, a lot of people place their hopes and successes on your shoulders.  Their game in many ways revolves around your involvement and your continued involvement. Read the rest of this entry »